I Want Poem by Tina MacAdam

a release, an escape, a longing. a yearning, a desire, a need, a want. whatever you choose to call it.
dark. quiet. alone. the best place to be. nothing to distract you.
you feel nothing. no worries. no cares, no feelings. nothing.
nothing can hurt you. no one. anymore.
feelings rush through you, like a wave.
thoughts flood your mind, like a storm.
none of them matter anymore.
your screaming inside but no one knows
no one hears it but you
everything fades, the pain
the noise, the screams
the light
its dark, its queit, its alone.
its where you want to be