I Want You So Bad But Your So Out Of Reach Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Each time i see you My heart breaths again
But trying so hard to make like pretend
No i cant show you the way that i feel
But just to let you know my feelings are real
How my soul soars with the thoughts of you
But the pain starts again when i think what i do
You belong to another so i know i must move on
I can help but smiled when you fixed all that's wrong
Just by looking deep into my tainted blue eyes
I wish we could talk and break off loose ties
To confess how i feel and to show you my heart
Bare all my emotions but now i must depart
away from all things and to lose thoughts of this
I must face the facts that i can never have that first kiss
The one that my lips are begging to feel
The way that your touch had a way to heal
Away all my scars and stitch up my mind
But love makes us stupid and then we are blind
So I'll keep all my secrets and lock away the key
Never expose them to you so you can never see
How much i really want you and what I'd give for us to be
I just want you their and for me to feel free
You had that power over me and i want to take your hand
Walk you threw that door so my thoughts can expand
But again the fear strikes me that you are not mine
You belong to her and I'll have to wait for my sign
To tell you the truth and step on my fears
Cause way to many times have my eyes shed tears
Each time that i see you the feeling is clear
but I'll never let it control me or allow you to hear
My silence wishes and the dreams that i hold
So I'll walk away and never will my hear be so bold
as to confess everything and to expect the worst
But i guess my hearts lost with this love sick thirst
You were everything i had ever wanted
Now my emotions are constantly haunting
Your so fair from my grasp and i think I'm starting to fall
so I'll write all my thoughts onto my black wall
fair well to you the one who helped me see straight
Now I'll turn to destiny and accept my fate