I Wish I Had Poem by Kelsea Osterman

I wish I had him.
Wish he was mine.
Wish I could call him mine.
But no, I can't have him
Not because of some girl.
No it is because of some guy.
someone I thought
would leave me alone.
I wish to still be
there for him.
But I wish to move
on in life too.
I wish I could
just tell him that.
Cause I want the other.
Want him now.
I wish I had him now.
But he wont cause
he is a good person.
Wont turn his back
on someone like him.
Wont give us a try,
Cause of him.
Wont be with me.
Wont be with me.
I wish I had what I want.
I wish I could turn back
time, so it never be.
So we could be.
But is that just my mind
saying that or
is it my heart?