I Wonder If............ Poem by Jigmet Angmo

I wonder if I can get back to the time I was then...
tears of joy, falling rain that i miss can be felt again..
and I wonder if I can get back to the time,
where laughing heads, jumping lads was all I've seen...
'coz the pain I endure now eats me up'
and I wonder if I can run back, have a smile on my face again...

surrounded by a world so wild I fear of being lionized,
eyes wide red, turning cold can i survive? ? ? ?
and I wonder if I can get back to the time,
where nasty looks, fierce hands could be hidden...
people I know now, give me fright..
but then they were so fine..
and I wonder if i can get back to all this again.............