If I Go Poem by nevaeh leelove

isn't it amazing how much pain
someone can go through?
how much pain someone can put
on another.so I think what would
it feel like to be in no more pain.
to finaly feel free
to look down at everyone who
has ever hurt me
I will never have to deal with
those asshoe who made my life hell
but ill never see the ones who loved
me again either, I would be looking
down at everyone I hurt but only if
they knew how much pain
I was going through
but if I go ill no longer be in pain
and if I go ill finaly see who realy loved me.