If Only Poem by cris son.

If only you knew, How much I really
love you
Would you take me back? Would you even care?
If I had told you before you left
Would that have changed everything?
Or just make things worst?
I know how you really feel about me
And how much of me you really see
If god could hear my plea, if he could change your mind
I would pray to him, tell him what you really mean to me
I would say, god, hear me out I'm in love with Alex
But I lost him and don't know why
Can you help me find out why?
Can you help me get him back for life?
Cause the truth is god, I love him so much
And when you find someone special
There worth taking a risk for
I believe god Alex is worth that risk
And a hell of a lot more
But I can't say that to him
It won't change a thing
It won't change his mind
So I sit here upon my bed
Thinking of what could've been
And how much he changed my life
He taught me how not to be afraid
He taught me how to stand up
I'll never forget the memories we shared
I'll never give up no matter what he says
I'll always think of the if only's and what could've been
Instead of thinking its over, he doesn't really care
Cause deep down I believe
Somewhere inside Alex
he still loves me



By: cris son
Age: 20