Illusion Of Confusion Poem by neon rowles

when you say things that are meant
or even if they are not
i get the feeling they are said
to see me get shot

your eyes say it all
like your disowning me
i pretend to laugh it off
i pretend not to see

your feelings are a contradiction
i have nothing to compare
i don't know if you feel me
even worse if you care

your exterior is hard
your in your little shell
your sheilded from emotion
and your guard as never fell

but noone can hide
whats written in their eyes
what said in their sigh
what comes through in their lies

what i didnt know is that i know
exactly whats in your soul
because you say it in the places
that you cannot control.