Im Not Here Poem by Anthony Spiros Mcgilvra

i try not to think but its hard to feel
I'm living a lie and nothing seems real
you might prove me wrong but in the end
your just as fake your not my friend
you cant hold my key to enter my vaults
cuz nothings for free but its not your fault
i don't need your lies Ive got my own
I'm just a disguise and my heart is stone
I'm not really here but i cant get away
it makes no difference cuz I'm here to stay
but if i ever leave would you come with me?
would you forget all you know and want to be free?
i know you don't cuz your truth is so sweet
a beautiful monster you cannot defeat
now that monster is you and you don't even know
that your one with the mob and its starting to show
were marching along side by side
in this endless parade that's dead inside
the only difference now between you and me
is your love for your chains and my wish to be free