Im Seating Here All Alone Poem by javier hernandez

I'm seating here all alone
imagining things deferentially from my life
when i think about all those things
i get lost in the dark thinking about ways to get out of this hell
and realize
there is no escaping this
want to escape but don't have the help
want to be free but don't have the strength
this pain I'm my hart deep inside wants to be gone
i know I'm strong ill move on with this pain deep inside
what i want is to know what it feels like being loved
to be hold
and when i look at you the pain stops for a while
i don't know what you do to me
and i don't really care
lately your name has been the only thing in my mind
maybe
i finally found the one
or is it just me wanting that to be true
ill never know
may be one day ill find the one
that can help me fight this pain deep inside
my head tells me give up you have nothing you are nothing
its hard to ignore
but I'm strong ill move on knowing that i will be something
no mater how much you put me down i will get back up
and no mater how much i get beat up i will move on
to be strong i will not get my self lost in the dark because i finally found the one
and now that i found you i will take care of you
and i will appreciate for you taking care of me
i now can under stand what it feels like to be loved and to be hold
i want to say thanks baby because if it wasn't for you i would have still been in the dark
tired and lost