Impatiently Confused Poem by Rick Elpers

Lonely and dangerous
Is a heart shed of life
Revolving continuous 
Against the fear oblivious
To pleasure even mundane
To fear death of life 
And death of death
Nothingness appeals thoughts
To push against the extreme
In either direction
Yet confuses the heart
Yielding to prayer for answers
Only the creator can illustrate 
Waiting impatient for this gift
Hoped for from birth
That ones soul can actually
Be saved