Invisible Being Poem by Joshua Hillard

It was love from the start,
A set passion from heart,
One single dream,
Tore it all apart,

Now my dreams scare,
Leaving my face bare,
What I have left,
Nobody could ever care,

Seems as if me,
As a human being,
Stands no chance,
Eyes to close to be seen,

It's a damn shame,
I was to blame,
Are you yelling for me?
You don't even know my name,

I'm just a written text,
Missing from all the rest,
Were you there when I was down,
I thought you were the best,

But that best turned to worse,
As you left me a curse,
An unforgivable dream,
Destined to failure and remorse,

I pity the fact,
The bullet we intact,
In our own brains,
Just to bring the painful feeling back,

You crushed my dreams,
As good as it seems,
You attempted to attack,
Yet now it'll be you to bleed,

Thought I could trust Christ,
But He costed me my life,
And now to this very day,
I won't make it to see twenty-five.