Is There Hope? Poem by tannyetta robinson

This pain i feel hurts worst than a sword..maybe it time to say goodbye..though i smile, i'm really frowning its the glow of my words that makes it seem as if i'm happy. Is there hope that the pain will stop? I'm not wearing make up so why do i not feel like myself is it because i wear paint to hide the sadness. Is there hope that i will really be happy for atleast a moment. I feel like dying for some weird reason. Is there hope that i would want to live. Why those i love so far away. Is there hope that my family & friends really care for me. Life is to ironic..when it comes down to living. IS THERE HOPE THAT THINGS WILL GET BETTER IN TIME? : (

yea just maybe...SEARCHING FOR HOPE :)