Is This The End? Poem by kayla martinez

I've lost many friends in the past,
Only a few friendships have last.
Feeling like this one will end, too,
I can barely even talk to you.

Loving you was not intentionally,
Knowing the possible hatred of me.
Being your friend hurt me inside,
Knowing my feelings would collide.

You are who I'm falling for,
But you won't want this anymore.
You'll tell me the things they said,
Not knowing that's what I dread.

You're my friend, then you're not,
Even though we've never really fought.
I can tell you're hiding something,
And that you are always lying.

You say everything's alright with us,
Not trying to make a big fuss.
For some reason I think you know,
But still my love continues to grow.