Just Order Me To Lose My Mind Poem by Saniya Galeyeva

Just order me to lose my mind
And I shall really go mad.
I`ll take a gun and shoot at sight.
Must I kill you or suicide?
The taste of blood… It makes me tight.

We hurt each other and feel cold.
Should we be cautious or be bold?
And how should I know what you want?
Oh, do you need me, heartless dolt?
Don`t leave me on the lonely road.

Your every word is like a stone.
So many stones are being thrown
Into my naked bleeding soul.
My words are words of love, you know,
Though each of them is like a thorn.