People say to me that this is just a phase
Not to worry, I will make it through
Smiling they walk away thinking all is ok
In my mind, I pray that this is will pass
Time will heal all wounds
Years pass like a rough roller coaster
Throwing me side to side against the rails
And I desperately hang on afraid of letting go
Before I know it, I am back at the beginning
This is the beginning of the end
Reflections of the past stalk my existence
Constantly reminding me of my missteps
I was led to believe that all would be made right
If I had only had the faith to trust in you
Without trust there is nothing
I have had many chances to make things right
But passed them up for one more swig of that bottle
Living in a world of self loathing and destruction
Frantically trying to climb out of the grave I dug for myself
Alcohol is the destruction of me
Awake for too many hours my mind is racing
Desperately looking for a way to get passed this
M mind can logic the pain and knows the resolution
But my heart just won’t let go of the pain
Living is the ultimate hell
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem