Key Word Loved Poem by Silence Dogood

Im constantly distracted.
Stuck within my head.
Im chewing on my cheeks.
From things I never said.

My heart is tearing.
Breaking me in thirds.
My throat is aching.
Longing for the words.

In the hands of my friend.
Lies the pieces of my heart.
In the hands of my lover.
They are broken apart.

The mixed emotions.
Are driving me insane.
The guilt and the jealousy.
The love and the pain.

Its killing me inside.
This love fuled hate.
You and I together.
For awhile was great.

But the punches you threw.
Drove my love somewhere else.
And now im not sure.
If i'll ever be myself.

Im in love with my best friend.
Falling for the wrong guy.
Being abused by my boyfriend.
And still i say im fine.

Everythings gone wrong.
My fairytale has come to an end.
The scars and the bruises.
Marks from a boy friend.

I wish i could forget.
Leave the feelings inside.
Im so confused.
About three certain guys.

I guess Im the giver.
And you are the taker.
Yell at full volume.
All hail the heart breaker.

You ruined everything.
But I ruined something to.
I guess i did it all.
Because I loved you.