Killing Field Poem by Maria Sudibyo

I will fly
Maybe fall
But it won’t stop me to try

I will cry
And it’ll dry
But it won’t stop me to hope

Do you not love
Because it hurts
And avoid life
Because regret

My senses still clear
My heart still beats
I won’t give up
I won’t be like that

I will run
Even crawl
But it won’t stop me to move

I will lie
I will die
But it won’t stop me to be

Do you not dream
Because it’s fake
And cursing faith
Cause it’s mistake

My mind could think
My soul could feel
I will stay strong
I’ll see tomorrow

I will take
Or just hate
But it won’t stop me to find

I will reach
Sometimes lost
But it won’t stop my desire

Do you not fight
Because it’s hard
And hide in night
Because of fright

Just push my luck
Just treat me bad
I will survive
I won’t end this way