Killing My Addiction Poem by John Paul Ang

I'm now killing my addiction,
A cloud that blurs my vision.
Awakening to a dire revelation,
That you are just an illusion.

I have to depart from this fantasy,
I have to put an end to this insanity.
You we're a drug that crossed my veins,
You we're the anesthetic that hides my pain.

I need to face a certain reality,
A reality where i dont have you near me.
Without your words, without your thoughts,
without your smile is what i sought.

I must withdraw from this addiction,
I must stop this dependent sensation.
A poison to my life you have injected,
Causing my heart to become infected.

An end to this temporary euphoria,
An end to this excised nostalgia.
I must feel the pain of acceptance,
for me to know that if i still have a chance.

Release me from this immoral high,
Let me feel the pain that you always deny.
Let me feel life at the verge of death,
Show me the real world as i gasp for my breath.

You are my addiction,
A love without discretion.
A hope lost in confusion,
Waiting for its execution.