Let Me Go Poem by Kelly Batson

Why do I lack the strength to end this
It just keeps getting harder
Everyday more hurt, tears and weeping
I am forevermore a lost solider
I never thought you could fall in love with someone else
I always thought your love for me was matchless
In this moment I’ve realize how wrong I was
I was naive and foolish; I cannot tame you
I just want these feelings to stop
I don’t want to hurt anymore
I don’t want to love you anymore
Please just finish it
Tear my heart out and walk away
End my suffering
I love you but I’m only weak
You don’t love me like you did
I can’t breath
I can’t stop these tears
This hurt
Stop dragging this out and be a man
You know what it is you want
Just tell me what you want isn’t me
I can’t leave you on my own
I’ve tried to before
I can’t pack that first box
I need you to push me away
If you don’t want me
And you ever loved me
Please leave me now
I don’t know if I can survive without you
But I know I can’t survive this moment alone
All that was inside of me is already dead
I will never love again
My life is my own and no one else