Lingering Despair Poem by Dark Cloud

I lust for that meaningful connection
Inside another I wish to make
Though I am afraid I risk to lose
The worse pain is for the heart to break
The sensation brought to light in a moment
As our expectations grow tall and high
Though like any beautiful life on earth
Eventually it grows old to die
Then forever we seem to wonder
What was it I really had?
But a few very special moments
That one felt contrary to sad
Like a sniper’s shot it hits us!
Those immortal past moments in time
Stabbing but also bring pleasure
As would a story woven in rhyme
The realization is found in exchange
While conformation is in reason
As individuals weave through others
From season
Unto season