Lisa? Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Lisa?

Rating: 4.5


You remember Lisa right?
The girl with sparkling eyes.
Lustrous lips so plump and red.

She was just so perfect.
In every way.
Not a day goes bye.
Where I'm not sick about what I did to her.

You remember Lisa right?
The girl with dirty blond hair.
With moves of a summer dream.

She was just so perfect.
In every way.
Not a day goes bye.
Where I'm not sick about what I did to her.

Real and true.
All the way through.
And now she barely notices me.
Like an annoyance to be flicked away.
I deserve it after all I did.
I can't temper my anger.
Like seething vengeance.
It continues to lash out.
Smashed, bashed, beating a brick wall.
What does that really accomplish at all.
Stammered, stalled.

You remember Lisa right?
The girl who was 23.
Walking on bye with all the star studded confidence.

She was just so perfect.
In every way.
Not a day goes bye.
Where I'm not sick about what I did to her.

I can still remember my last words to her.
You either leave him or we can no longer be friends.
An ultimatum, verbatim.
Dry and repeat heavily.
Unsympathetic, and cruel.
But it was what he did that through for me loop.
Not her.
Red and spinning.

You remember lisa right?
The girl with sparkling eyes.
Lustrous lips so plump and red.

She was just so perfect.
In every way.
Not a day goes bye.
Where I'm not sick about what I did to her.

You remember Lisa right?
The girl with dirty blond hair.
With moves of a summer dream.

She was just so perfect.
In every way.
Not a day goes bye.
Where I'm not sick about what I did to her.

Real and true.
All the way through.
And now she barely notices me.
Like an annoyance to be flicked away.
I deserve it after all I did.
I can't temper my anger.
Like seething vengeance.
It continues to lash out.
Smashed, bashed, beating a brick wall.
What does that really accomplish at all.
Stammered, stalled.

You remember Lisa right?
The girl who was 23.
Walking on bye with all the star studded confidence.

She was just so perfect.
In every way.
Not a day goes bye.
Where I'm not sick about what I did to her.

I can still remember my last words to her.
You either leave him or we can no longer be friends.
An ultimatum, verbatim.
Dry and repeat heavily.
Unsympathetic, and cruel.
But it was what he did that through for me loop.
Not her.
Red and spinning.
Seething foam come out of mouth.
Look out this dog is mad and will attack.
But no matter the way I acted the end result would be the same.
Because I could no longer handle hearing about all the things he did.
So hard to forget.
Even harder to forgive.
Prodigal son born and it all came undone.
Like a thread meant to be unraveled.

You remember Lisa right.
The girl who was all smiles.
Not single day when she wasn't in some kind inner turmoil, and bliss.

She was just so perfect.
In every way.
Not a day goes bye.
Where I'm not sick about what I did to her.

The reality is sometimes we have choose.
And choices that are hard are the ones that there is no wrong or right.
Someone please show me the guiding light.
I have been too long in the darkness.
Has the abyss already swallowed me?
Am I living in it for eternity.
Seems that way.
But maybe that because of what I have done.
It keep coming back like infinite haunting.
The task keep becoming more and more daunting.
I do remember lisa even if you barely talk me, unless her ex wants something.
Breathing heavy, foam come out of mouth.
Look out this dog is mad and will attack.
But no matter the way I acted the end result would be the same.
Because I could no longer handle hearing about all the things he did.
So hard to forget.
Even harder to forgive.
Prodigal son born and it all came undone.
Like a thread meant to be unraveled.

You remember Lisa right.
The girl who was all smiles.
Not single day when she wasn't in some kind inner turmoil, and bliss.

She was just so perfect.
In every way.
Not a day goes bye.
Where I'm not sick about what I did to her.

The reality is sometimes we have to choose.
And choices that are hard are the ones that there is no wrong or right.
Someone please show me the guiding light.
I have been too long in the darkness.
Has the abyss already swallowed me?
Am I living in it for eternity.
Seems that way.
But maybe that because of what I have done.
It keep coming back like an indefinite haunting.
The task keep is becoming more and more daunting.
I do remember Lisa even if she barely talks me, unless her ex wants something.

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
David Wood 01 June 2013

A need to come into the light me thinks.

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Poetheart Morgan 01 June 2013

Ah! That is Lisa! ! ! Very well. Hope she hears you. A beautiful declaration of love. She will.

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Unwritten Soul 01 June 2013

Everybody makes mistakes, past now and in future, just try not do the same mistake Forgiveness is a not only a word, it is a healer that we can get but hard to do..try some though Temper and jealous is part of human nature flavor, but like cooking dont add too much salt If someone made mistake, and angry is part of us and it infectious, so only understanding and forgiveness can return the new beginning, Lisa i dont know you but i know one thing John is telling from his heart true_Soul

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