Living In A Lonley Hell... Poem by rayni black

I’m lost now living in this lonely hell,
I keep wondering how far I fell.
I used to be so happy, I had a wonderful life,
But I ended it all with the cut of a knife.
I had everything going for me all my hopes and dreams,
But I took my life for granted and ripped it at the seems.
I’m dead now burning in this merciless hell,
I wonder how long I’ll be here only time will tell.
I did a lot of things wrong and hurt a lot of people,
All I was doing was digging my grave deeper and deeper.
I just wish I could tell my family that I’m sorry,
And that they never ever did a thing that could’ve harmed me.
I wish I could take it back all the pain that I caused,
And now I’m thinking about everything that I lost.
I’m sorry for everything that I put you through,
I just had no idea what I should do.
I’m still lost but I know how far I fell,
I fell all the way down to the deep depths of hell.