***look At Yourself Before You Judge Me! ! ! *** Poem by mona martinez

Do you enjoy getting a reaction out of me?
Watching me cry in pain,
Cause of a memory that comes up.
Yet ignoring me when it happens,
Like im not supposed to feel pain,
It why i use to bleed,
I needed to feel something,
Now i understand why,
It no longer a problem,
Things begin to change,
Once you are awear,
It sad i use to be that little girl,
Who would look up to you,
Thinking you had it all,
But all i see is how miserable you are,
Telling me to grow up,
Once i did,
I don't want to be like you,
I want to be me,
You will always be inside my heart,
But you don't know everything,
You stopped growing,
When you thought you knew best,
You can't even take care of yourself,
How am i suppose to listen?
Come down into reality,
Than we can talk,
Until than,
Leave me the heck alone.