Loop Poem by Maria Sudibyo

Is it so hard to talk to you?
When something is not like you want
You immediately put your defense wall
And attack me with your weak argument
Till I can see your insecurity
Your fear of rejection and repression
Sometimes it's so pitiful to watch your lie
But sometimes I want to say enough
And end this one sided relationship

Is it so hard to listen something bad?
Or because it's different with what you thought
That made it unbearable
And you start again in your narrow minded attitude
Why don't you try to understand
That everyone has each opinion
Each has another life that doesn't revolve only to you
Sometimes I could laugh to your foolish arrogance
But sometimes I wish that it is not so bitter
And we are not going to make a whirlpool again