Lost Poem by Blue Angel

Without the words to describe,
Without the sense to combine,
My heart in pain goes in vain,
No love to fulfill, no hope…Too ill.

I try to empty the mind,
Confusion, thoughts commingled.

Looking back I see myself in the past,
Straight forward, motivated, a dreamer on flame.
Living the present I feel the void, empty, lost…
Future? Where do you lay? When will I pray?
What will I dream? What will I say?

My legs are tired of no move,
My body young, my mind so old.
Where is the key to its matter?
Where is the key command of this settler?
When, What, Where, How, Why?