Lost Me In Time Poem by anthony taylor

Out of my head not out of my mind, Feel like I'm just part of an awkward design, Wanted to win but steady decline, Counting my losses they add up in time, Feeling remorseless sometimes don't know who done wrong but I know I've done mine, Failed on my own still pressured bout times, Constantly told I'm too out of line don't feel I was in one feel too out of time, To just become better should've been that the whole time, Damaging mind feel damned what's inside, Hearing too many voices I try to decline, Should've been better feel oddest at times, But can't be excusing was to heartless at times, Just the want to be better after lost on decline, Says I'm not altogether I lost me in time