Love, Ambition, Responsibility And Promise Poem by kulit ...

Love, ambition, Responsibility and Promise...
four different words..
Yet plays an important part in my life story..
ambition, Responsibility and Promise are related to each other..
but love? ?
It is a different word that is very conflicting to the 3 words..
Why am I telling this? ?
I remember, I have promise to never fall in love until I reach my ambition..
I remember telling myself..
This is not the right time to fall in love..
I have so many responsibities and I'am not ready to add another responsibility because of love..
But yet, life is so mean..
This is not the right time,
yet love is knocking, love is now in the corner..
I'am not ready, to throw away my promise, to have another responsibility..
and mostly I'am not capable of having love and catching up for my ambition..
I'am willing to let go of this love..
But there's one thing that is bothering me..
Will I have that love in the right time when I'am ready? ?
or will I regret my decision for the rest of my life..