Madness Ad Insanity Poem by Faith Sample

Black…

It’s all I see…

In the darkness where I can’t find myself,

I never really could find myself from the start, but …

The darkness only makes it worse than before…



So this is insanity,

So this is madness,

So this is losing complete control of myself,

And just killing for the sake of the kill?



It doesn’t make sense…

I loved the darkness,

I loved the death,

And most of all, I loved the pain…

Oh, the sweet pain of my wounds,

The sweet pain of the fear that no one will ever love me…











It’s sickening to most,

Disturbing even to them…

To me,

Its heaven within hell,

Its pleasure within pain,

Its peace within fear…



No worries, I feel safe here

All the same

I’m used to being alone,

To being in pain,

To being only sad…



Death…

The very essence of Death is decay…

Death exists only in life…

Without life, you would have no death…

Without fear, there would only be death…



I scream at the top of my lungs,

Till they burn in the sweet flame of the air…

The flame spreading through my entire being

Like wildfire





I can feel the madness,

Like acid,

Melt off my flesh and leave only the bone…

All I can feel is the warmth of the surrounding acid

Upon my ivory skin

I watched I silence as my flesh and muscle

Fall from my bones and into the black pit of nothingness…



The insanity burns all of my memories…

Only my sweet memories,

Leaving me with hateful thoughts and dark intentions

I fell just then…

Screaming again…

Partly in pain,

Mostly it was a cry for help…

A cry to have someone hopefully come and save me

From this thick, consuming madness, insanity, and fear…