Make It To Happyness Poem by Twilighter dazzzler

Dear brother
in a lot of ways you are just like me
but your head rules your heart
so some things you just cant see
i would take your hand and pull you through
If there were any way to touch you
and maybe
maybe we'd make it

Dear Sister
Im so sorry they damaged you
but im glad your sun is starting to come through
i hope you never face a strom like that again
Its taken so much time to filter out your pain
but sister
i think you made it

Dear big brother
Dont let it ever drag you down
Dont let them ever push you down
in my life youll still wear a crown
A solid hevan with no anger or rage
A fighter with so much light left in you
Yes times colder now
it might be sick of us
keep fighting
I think youll make it

Dear step-father
It was always trade
You and mother were just a faded page
read and read until so famailer i stopped having to look
and disregaurded the book
you gave so much and yet so little
youll never know how sorry i am
and that i love you with what i am
because you never changed and you never left
i always new were i stood
without having to be dragged into your mood
you never changed and you never left
i pray youll make it

Dear father
im so ashamed
you werent in control but she still lost her name
id rip myself apart trying to rip from you
but i cant escape whats written on my heart
i love you
and maybe if i was deaf
thered still be something left
and maybe, maybe wed make it

Dear mother
well its pretty undiscribable
i think of you and my heart breaks
beaks so swiftly it doesnt break even
at a bottom of a bottle you were lost
so my trust and beliefs you had to take
i told father i wish i were deaf
because if i couldnt hear you
we'd have soemthing left

Its pretty unbearable
because i wished to die
i didnt feel me, i felt a lie
so when ive ran
i want you to feel some of my hate
because i fought the pills and some say i dodged fate
even though it still hurts
i refuse to be pulled down
even if inside ive broken down
i know one day ill fix
when im surrounded by people who dont play nasty tricks

Its pretty unbelievable
they say things happen for a reason
what reasons going to stop the bleeding
in one minute you snatched me without registering the limits
i suppose you still dont understand
its alright neither do i
were just a game in gods hands

but what i cant really understand
is why i cant let go
to the hope that my mother might come home
and maybe
just maybe well get on track
because i love her
and god hear me
i want her back.

I want to make it