Master And Commander Poem by Desiree Whitamore

When I was little, you were my savior,
the master and commander of my life.
You used to want me to be all that I can be.
We grew up with each other we acted like one another,
inseparable like nothing could go wrong.
But I was young so I wouldn’t of known how to deal with the pain I now feel,
and the trust that I lost when you tore apart my heart.
A child needs a dad, that’s just how it’s meant to be,
but I was special becauseMy dad,
my dad left me.
I was punished when I fell, by the person I knew so well
And I didn’t understand as you let go of my hand.
I want to know, have you ever met a girl like me?
Did she look like she was happy?
Did she cry where no one saw her tears?
And did she fear, what no one thought she’d fear?
Losing him, like I lost you, feeling the pain you shouldn’t of put me through.
Leap before you think and your heart will stop. Think before you leap and you’ll regret instantly. It’s our pain that makes us real, because being numb is not a way to feel. So I’m sorry I gave in to all our fights. And I’m sorry for thinking there were no goodbyes. So go and leave this place, now I’m not holding you back. Go on and keep that money since I’m not worth that.
You’ve got to realize, how fine I’ll be with out you. And you’ve got to know how fine you’ll be too. Because after all this is what you wanted, you got your way. So now I’ll be what ever I want to, and Ill dream bigger than I thought. Because you’re my inspiration, you’re the fights I fought. I love you and no matter what I will, but I don’t need you and I’m happy I’ve had my fill.