You caused my tears to flow
Frightened me for enjoyment
Why do you hate me so?
Did I deserve such torment?
You wished I was never born
But always favored my brother
You abused me with much scorn
And you wonder why I hate you. "Mother"
I fantasized about suicide
Hated every morning that I still awoke
Believed I was a burden of a child
Couldn't feel anything with my heart so broke
I wanted to feel love
I wanted to feel death
I always dreamt of belonging, with every breath!
You psychologically
And physically abused
Me, lied about everything to me
I did nothing and I was still accused!
I never want to see your face
Never want to hear your voice
I've created my own life and space
You won't hurt me again
Because I know have a choice
A heart breaking story about the one person who should have loved you unconditionally. May writing and sharing bring healing dear poet.
I can feel the abuse in this well written poem. The last line is the key, Because I know I have a choice.
You caused my tears to flow Frightened me for enjoyment Why do you hate me so? Did I deserve such torment? You wished I was never born But always favored my brother You abused me with much scorn And you wonder why I hate you, mother - - - - - - - -A painful cry of a girl for being tormented by her mother.It is such a sad story. It is heartening to know.that you have found your own strength.God bless you.
MOTHER IS THE GREATEST GIFT OF GOD. I LOVE MY MOTHER AND TILL MY DEATH. I WILL NOT FORGET MY MOTHER. I AM ALWAYS WITH MY MOTHER.
a very well written piece- - can feel the abuse - - hope this is just ur muse speaking
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
A sad tale of abuse told from the heart. Passionate and very heartfelt. Thanks for sharing Ann.