Mourning Poem by chance topliss

this life is wasted
each tear is tainted
the heart is useless hardened and turned to stone
this love is gone and i mourn it so
i feel sick on the inside
life is eating me away like a cavity it starts as a small hole and grows
it eats away my heart dies my life is gone and i watch it wide awake
i feel the pain i feel in a corner i look around no ones in sight
i begin to cry
i begin to die
how can you live when your dead inside
how can you be right when you feel so wrong
a disgrace to god and all above
the darkness is my friend without it i could not survive
at this time i wont deny i have been so low for so long and i see my wrist
i see it just taunting me like this life just out of my grasp
as i sit here and cry just wishing i could say good bye i tell you this
life is wasted and no one without the pain can understand