Mum Poem by kayleigh 2007

I wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel
your my mother and you always said i could tell you anything
i no you meant it and still do to this day
but there is something inside me that i don't understand
so many feelings I've tried to hide
i have been so angry at you for not knowing
instinctively that there is something wrong
but i no am old enough to figure it out on my own
i just don't no how i don't no what i feel anymore
i always thought life was worth living if you have love
but how can so much love turn to hate
how did i become so angry and confused
i no it didn't happen over night
why am i so afraid all the time
but most of all why cant i tell you what i feel inside