Mum Poem by missy jay

Why did you have to leave?
Why did you have to run?
Tears always came.
When I recall.
That day.
The day in tears because I had been hurt.
Deep down inside crying every time.
Wishing and dreaming.
That you were here.

Not only did I try to move on.
I try to forget.
But it is hard.
Everything reminds me of you.
Everything reminds me of the day that you left.

I hurt.
I cry.
Because you walked out with not even a goodbye.
You walked out without even a reason why.
It just happened.
You never explained it to me.
I was only four.
Yet you felt you could not take it anymore.

At the age of four I thought you would came back.
Now at the age of fourteen.
Ten years after you left.
I see no return from you.

Not even one day.
I wish and dream that you will.
That I will get to see your face.
Just one more day.
To see what you are like.
To see if we are alike.

You walked out on my baby sister.
She was only a few months old.
I was left to look after her.
Missed out on my life.
Because you could not handle it.


Because you thought you were doing the best for us.
The best at the time.
But not the best now.
If I could see you just once.
I would say I love you mum.

The time for you to came back.

Would be the right time to show me your face.
It would be nice to see you.
It would be nice to hear you again.

To hug the person who gave birth to me.
To show her the person she has made.
There is only one reason why I can move on.
That is because you left because you loved us.

Mum I love you.
You left but that is fine.
Because mum the reasons why.
I was all up to you.
But mum I love you and forgive you.