My Curse Poem by David Lampitt

when you look at me you couldnt tell

the sadness im cursed to endure

lonelyness lurking forevermore

every turn i take it stares me down

a stare that burns through my heart

leaving a mark not soon to be healed

everytime i go to sleep i think of this

of this lonelyness that haunts me

and i think of the people

the people ive longed for my friends

my friends indeed thats all they will be

but not to me not to me i say

these friends i love in a different way

i see them smile and my stress goes away

i see these people everyday

i think to myself what could i say

what could i say to make them feel tha same way

nothing is what cuz it will not happen

no matter how many times i tell myself this

i fall victim to my heart and fall again

deeper and deeper will it ever end

i think not so this i say to all female friends i love you

even if you dont kno ive felt this way about you

at one moment id say these words to you

at one moment id say i love you

but at no moment have these words been replied

as i sit here a heart broken man

get over it they say when im not sure that i can

these feelings jus wont go away....