My Escape Poem by Ray Null

Sometimes my thoughts escape me
As the fear begins to rape me

The tears fall from my eyes
Its then that I realize

If Im the only one that can change me
How do I rearrange me

Tell me how I self reflect
How to avoid my self neglect

Its the darkness inside that hurts me
My shame will still be lurking

Is it the loss or thought of losing
The chosen or thought of choosing

The death or fear of dieing
The truth or fear of lying

How can I find what is not there
How do I love if I do not care

Im getting tired of all the pain
Its real life Im not insane

I need your help if someones there
The secret is just too much to bare

I must get away from the abuse and rape
Please help me find my escape