Dangerously Normal Spoonie
My Feelings - Poem by Dangerously Normal Spoonie
So many beautiful words
Make me smile and laugh
As you promise many things
But a thought enters my mind
One I push out again and again
Till it comes crawling back in.
It's so easy for you to say those things
When your so far from me
All the way across the country
Living your wonderful life
While I'm stuck here alone
With only the words you spoke to me.
You say you'll never leave me
You'll love me beyond forever
That I'm your beautiful Angel
They are just words
But words mean nothing anymore
Not after what happened.
I love you, but is this real?
Will you stay forever or will you
Take my heart and shatter it?
Should I tell you how I really feel
And hope you dont use it against me?
Please ease my doubts and fears.
This may sound ridicuolos to you
But this is who I really am
I'd rather you see the real me now
Then me pretending to be who I'm not
Just so I dont get hurt
Or used and abused again.
If you can't handle my hurt and pain
The tears, fears, nightmares, insecurities
Then it's been nice knowing you
This is who I really am, dont you see?
I love you beyond words but I'll sacrafice Us
If you cant accept me for who I am.
Tears fall down my face as I wait
For an answer to my feelings
My heart pounds, my face towards the ground
This was so hard, telling you my true feelings
If you choose to leave, dont say a word
There's the door, goodbye.
The silence stretches on as I wait
For a reply I'm scared to hear
Will you stay or leave? I'm scared
Tell me anything, just dont say you love me
Then rip my heart open as you leave
After you promised to stay.
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