My Hearts Unspoken Words Poem by shaniya hunt

my heart is still one of the things you left unfinished
hoping youll look back and see what youve purposely diminished
i lye here with the pleading eyes of a new born
wanting you back even with a heart scorned
by your rays of unloving lust
even though youve left i still put my trust
in the fact that youll one day love me
but not again because that would be
wrong implying that you ever have or will
even though it sounds a little harsh my heart is yours to kill
(time with that is) because im not your little pill
that you take once in a while to relax and sit still
oh no thats not what ill be
and now im gone until you see
that it is not you or I its us
but not yet reaching that step beyond the earths beckoning crust
you may show me what you think is love with my eyes blind
to the truth but i will crawl to find
a rope or in my eyes
a little ray of hope
to save you and I
but tears roll down my eyes knowing that youll always leave me dry.