My I Miss You Nightmare Poem by crystal thomas

just about every night i wake
enhale that sharp breath i need to take
i wake up in sweat, i wake up tears.
i wake up and wish to rid my fears.
over and over i realize,
the reason for my hopeless cries.
i got tired of my twisting and trurnig,
of my heart and its yearning.
i let you go but you wernt forgottin...
i let you go but you wernt forgottin.
lately i've reminenced
of the times when we kissed.
i remember our final hug.
then the pain of my sad hearts tug.
I miss the way you held me close
and how i felt as if i loved you the most.
as time goes by my heart does grow
i mean with cracks of letting you go.
i remember your laugh or remember your smile.
then i feel a pain for a while.
soon i settle back into sleep
and try to find the bliss i seek
i wipe away my residing tear.
and sleep to the silence that i hear.
i try not to think of oyu tonight
but wake up again before mornings light.