My Name Poem by exotic lokz

yo check it my name is 'EXOTIX LOKZ'an im not like all you other folks i nevva had adaddy an my momma was a fien at the age of 42 she sadly crocked do to that sh*t that sh*t she smoked she left me in this world forced to belive hell is a place called after my momma passed i was so depressed id smoke the weed tell it clouded up my head i made mistakes thru out my life but i guess you could say i seen the light i asked god into my heart an he helps me when things dont go righthes my light in the night my mother my father no one knows about his love cuz noone else bothers no im not perfect i smoke every know an thin but forgives those who admit to those who has sind he took my mommas life an didnt think twice i cursed at the lord an asked him why me an my family iv witnessed my momma geting doped up in the kitchen id yell for her to stop but shed neva litsen the image of her using the fame on the stove i promisedmyself id be diffrent but know i find myself heading down the same road..... iv smoked so much my life goes bye in slow mode ut not slow enough for me to grasp it yelling out to the lord asking him why my life is so rached i fell to my knees an begged him pleas i siad, please lord cme into my life forgive me for my sins cuz i know they aint right this life that im living i put my life in danger every night at that momment i heard two simple words mathew verse 7 chapter 7 i was so confused i didnt know what else to do i fliped thru my bibel wich didnt take long i read those words an they replayed in my head all night long.............' ask an it will be givin to you seek an you will find knock and the door will be opend to you' and at those simpel lines it clicked in my mind i got down on my knees one last time.................' G od come into my heart i invute you in forgive for my sin, i never meant to hurt her i never meant to lie but why god why did she have to die................: (