My New Best Friends Poem by Broken Soul

As I sit here looking at the blade
I think about what I am about to do
I think about what all went wrong

I just want this pain to go away
I want to know what all went wrong
When it all went wrong

I want to know how I can be so happy one day and be so sad the next
I want everything to be ok again
I want things to go back to normal
I dont want to be miserable without you anymore

I sit here thinking about doing it
I know that I am
Why am I hesitating to do it?
It aint like I've never done it before

I pull the blade to my wrist
I start slicing my skin
I feel it and it feels so good
Why does it feel good?

It makes everything better for the seconds I feel the pain on my wrists
I can see the blood flowing on my arm
It looks really good right now
It makes me want to keep doing this forever

The blade and blood are my new best friends
They always help me feel better
The always comfort me when I need it and noone else is there
The care no matter what
I get to choose if I want to be with them
The make the pain go away