My Scared Life Poem by ronique cagewashington

o how i wonder would my life would be if i didn't
trying to stray away from abusive mother
trying to see the happy side of myself
but never could find
ive been scared so many times in my life
i wonder when i get older who can i call? who can i rely on?
where am i gone go
in this lifetime i am afraid to die
im afraid to go to a place where i don't want to be
i have been depressed sense day one
my scared life has brought me to not take risk
my scared life took me through a eating habit to be obease because i
was always afraid of some one actually loving me
my scared life to many love ones out
and put the troublemakers in
the more i grow
i grow even scarier
when will i learn to take that risk where my scariness will go away
i want to learn how to love but when is that gone start
today