My Screwed Up Life Poem by Krazy 4Ever

I started out as sick as can be,
So the love of my mom I couldn't see.

When I was young daddy disappeared,
I didn't understand, I thought it was weird.

Nine months later he returned,
I was so confused my heart, it burned.

My mom and dad had started to fight,
I knew something just wasn't right.

My heart got broken when I was four,
I saw my dad leave and walk out the door.

When my dad was gone my mom found me a friend,
His name was Charles and we'd be together to the end.

This guy she found was really nice,
But little did I know I'd have to pay the price.

A couple years later my dad came back,
Then I thought my life was in tack.

I asked him why he didn't call,
He said he had no time and he couldn't stall.

I guess he had no time for his child,
There is no way his life could be that wild.

Charles didn't agree for dad to be here,
Because of what dad did, by me he shouldn't be near.

All the animals my new friend had,
Made me feel he couldn't be bad.

I trusted his so very much,
But then his hand started to touch.

He started to put it up my shirt,
At first I didn't think that it would hurt.

Then he went a little too far,
I wanted to run and hide in his car.

Later on I learned why he wanted me to sit on his lap,
I wanted to run away and get off the map.

Why would a friend do this to me?
A crazy day in March it turned out to be.

What would my life be like if none of this happened to me?