Oh What A Life This Life Can Be Poem by Krazy 4Ever

Oh what a life this life can be,
It seems my only thought is how to kill me.
The pain I'd never feel again,
That's the thing that could have been.

A life without pain I want to know,
But to make that happen I have to go.
Do you think I should I do it fast?
Oh this night will be a total blast.

What's my plan to make life end,
To my needs you will never tend.
I take the pills that call my name,
Really, I am the only one to blame.

My heart it really starts to race,
I'm so antsy I have to pace.
I start to get really weak,
My life is really looking bleak.

I think the end is coming near,
A lonesome voice is all I hear.
It tells me that my time is done,
And lets me know that I have won.

This life I lived is really gone,
I knew this is what I wanted all along.
I say goodbye to this terrible place,
And this life I don't want to face.

My sadness will seize to grow,
This is the life I will no longer know.
If you could tell me one last word,
Would it be the thing I've never heard?

That you hope I find peace on the other side,
And that you are happy that I no longer hide.
This doesn't have to be a bad thing,
Think of the happiness it can bring.

Still I say goodbye my friend,
I'm sorry the way this had to end.
Please know that this is not your fault,
Do not put your life on halt.

Forget me for the world will be better,
To see my name in the obituary header.
I am happy where I am now,
Shouldn't that be all that matters anyhow?

At night I will never cry,
Because to my life I have said bye.
This is such a better way,
To spend each and every day.

Imagine the smile on my face,
And know I'm in a better place.
Death has taken me to where I belong,
A place I hear a happy song.

What a life this life can be,
If there no longer was someone called ME!