Never To Be Anymore Under Your Foot... Poem by hazem al jaber

left with you some memories....
and will write to you more memories....
to tell you my story....
because i will leave...
leave forever...
leave without a hope to return back....
don`t apologize...
please don`t do....
don`t make any more apologies...
because i will not forgive you...
don`t be sorry...
you don`t deserve a forgiveness...
excuses..? ? ? ?
what is your excuse this time...? ?
what is my guilt which i did? ? ? ?
what i did..
i did all what you wanted...
isn`t enough you...? ? ?
isn`t enough that your arrow in my heart...? ? ?
or you want to take it out from my heart...
to throw it again inside my heart...? ? ?
no...
no.. i will never allow you again...
i am not that person whom you knew...
i am another one now..
another person...
not that lover whom you knew...
i am not that humble poor human...
i am more strong than you knew..
not that a crazy lover...
so please don`t apologize...
i will never be as i been before...
and will never be with you as you wanted me to be...