No Desire Poem by 7Shadows Teed

No one will understand how my mind works anymore.
I've lost all desire to have someone understand it completely.
I tired and now I feel so distant from him.
I messed up...

I don't want anyone to understand it anymore.
I want the world back at a distant.
Why did you take that from me?
Why did you take my world from me?

If only you knew how messed up my head is now.
I don't regret you doing it...
But what was the purpose if we are not together?
What is the purpose of making me fall for you then?

You are distant from me...
Faded from me.
So I no longer have any desire for anyone to understand how my mind works.
I want the world back at the distant is was before we meet.
I want this pain,
That I have become a costume to,
To go away.

I wanted you to understand my mind...
But you as are faded,
So distant,
From me now....
I've lost all desire for it to be understood…
If you were near me once again…
Then maybe I’d get it back...
Maybe I'd get all my desires back.