No Matter What I Dream Poem by JAMES T. ADAIR

I wish you to stop by
but you don't
You say you will
but you won't

You say you wish you were near
But you're never here
Suddenly things seem clear
my worst fear

I try to hold onto things you said
I wonder if they were real or already dead
But the thoughts linger in my head
the dreams my hunger was fed

You give me just a glance
I feel the pull and wish for the chance
But it's just to make you feel wanted
you don't really feel romance

When you care for someone
you give them all your time
like I wait here
to give you mine

I feel your long silence hurt inside
I have nowhere left to go
which I try not to confide
All I wish: That somehow you were by my side

Dreams don't come easy anymore
and fall so hard on their face
I'd let go of you, but can't somehow
I know that you I can't replace

It's just a simple dream
I feel ashamed to post
to feel real love growing
the thing I dream of most

But I'm tied up in blue
struggle inside to get out
but can't make it through
somehow I need You!

Lately it hurts to dream alone
Don't mind me
I'm almost through
if you let go, I'll let go too

One dreaming of love will never do
no matter how much I feel for you
or think of you
or wish it would come true

Everything is blue