Not Good Enough? Poem by emma mcdougal

you say you would do anything for me
but would you
you say you love me
but do you
you we're there for everything
but where are you now
dont you want me anymore
is she more loving
more caring
more than I can be
I still love you
can you say that too
and mean it
I remember the best days
when she did'nt exsist
when I was you're girl
when you were my world
when the thought of you're death
I could not bear
but I've already greived
you have died in my life
when you started one with her
but you did not leave
you haunted me
you rubbed it in my face
you teased me
by loving me
then you'd give it to her
I felt secound best
I felt empty
im alone and need you
but you need her more
because of that
I'm incapable of love
I look for somthing in others
that only you can provide
I hate what you've done
but don't blame you
you're still the best
I could not ask for better
I love you with all my heart
and allways will
i miss you dad...