Nothing Poem by Cheryl Esparzapolomino

Suicide, my new boyfriend..... He envelopes me, his cold dark arms circled around me... tight, choking the life out of me... slowly... sweetly. Testing me, my will til I collapse..... creak....creak.....creak...... Break.... slowly, fall into the darkness, drowning in my own pool of thick crimson.... ditches, slashed into me releasing the red crimson river oh so slowly..... I hear the voices, asking me to stay... stay for what? To watch you with another girl, to watch people talk behind my back and to keep being sick..... What left do I have to stay for that actually means something...... Nothing it whispers softly in the velvet shadows as I slowly drift away with my dreams into forever nothing, dreaming forever in the dark.