Nothing More Poem by sarah briana...

This poem is to one of my bestest friends that is like a brother to me. I don't want to put your business out there, so I won't put your name. Once you read this you know who I'm talking about...

“Saying no to everyone is what I do.
Waiting to say yes, to HIM, it’s true.
Why does everyone like me?
I love HIM! Can’t they see?
I don’t have a clue
what I have to do
to stay out of the spotlight.
Maybe I have to take flight
to get off the ground
with these admierers all around.
I need to escape
this horrible landscape
with broken hearts shattered.
Believe me I’m not flattered!
I don’t want to hurt,
or treat you like dirt.
With the truth from within,
hatred starts to begin.
I just want to leave!
Don’t want to conceive
the painful guilt
that will make me wilt,
but our friendship
has got me flipped!
I can’t just go,
you aught to know,
and leave you behind
until the end of time.
What kind of a friend is that?
The one of a bat!
Just sucking your blood
and you’re left in the mud.
Just take it all back!
I’ll forget the lack
of modesty you gave,
and I won’t behave
any different towards you.
Please, let’s start brand new?
Yeah the feelings are there,
but I really don’t care.
I just want things the way
they were. What do you say?
Two buds just hanging out
with that hint of doubt.
‘Does she like me? Does she not?
Is it my fault
there‘s that awkward silence?
Bet she‘s thinking about Pete Wentz…’
Yeah I read your mind
I’m one of a kind!
‘That‘s why I love you, ’ he says.
Can’t you just love Eva Mendez?
Just leave me alone
inside of my dome
untill I can recover,
or discover
the feelings I feel...
Here comes my meal!
Do you see what you did?
So now I will bid
you goodbye,
at least ‘til I’ve cried
thousands of tears.
After five years
you chose now?
All I can say is, ‘wow.
That‘s kewl.
Ok. See you at school! ’
Trying to rush
this little crush
of yours, not mine,
is just a waste of time.
You will always be
like a brother to me…
‘Nothing more? ’”

Started writting: 3/11/09 at 2: 12am
Written: 4/12/09 1: 31am